As I Sit, Type, Post and Share about our family... I miss posting all about AJ!!! I should have a little boy around here... He would be 2 years old. He should be getting into his big sisters stuff, pulling at his little brother, running away from us and playing in the dirt. I can only watch other little boys around AJ's age and only dream of what he would be doing.
In my dreams I see a little boy playing. As I see this little boy play it is like seeing a shadow moving and playing. My curiosity is brimming to know what AJ's face looks like as he grows.
The what "if's" and "should of's" are hard on a mother's/parents grieving heart. I can't even describe my aching heart some days and moments regarding how deeply I/we miss AJ.